Lately, more than ever, I'm feeling like there are not enough hours in my day. I don't know how with working full time, being a wife, being a mama, trying to start up Rogue Baby, did I think I had time to blog?
I love writing. I always have. I want this to be fun. I don't want to feel I have to stay up until midnight on a work night, just to prep my post for a link up. I want to write about what is important to me, and forget what is not. That might mean I don't have as many followers as everyone else, but I will have my sanity.
This week, more than ever, I felt overwhelmed with life. Changes at work. Migraines several times a week. Boo Boo being in the heights of terrible twos and tantrums. It also marked 8 years since the death of one of my dear childhood friends. It's always brings back memories. All happy. But then I get sad thinking of what the past eight years would have brought for that friend.
Last night, was just about my final sanity straw. We are full on mid-remodel of the house, so we've been without flooring, furniture displaced around the house. Last night, around 2:30am, poor Boo Boo came stumbling in our room, tripped, and cracked her head open on the tv stand that wouldn't usually be in our room. Head wounds bleed. BAD. It made me feel ill. I'm such a sissy. I don't know what I'd do if she ever broke an arm or something serious.
I just feel drained. Emotionally and physically, just-tapped-out. I'm really looking forward to life hopefully calming down a bit soon, enjoying summer, starting some of the projects I've been looking foward to, and just relaxing. In the meantime, I will try my best to keep new content on the blog. I may not participate in every hop or giveaway or link up, but I will try my best! I admire all the bloggers out there, who have found their balance, who have helped me get to where I am today, and who seem to do it so effortlessly. You are my heroes!